I still remember all the memories between us, first you say you want me, and now your memories haunt me!:@, first you touched my heart with thousand pleasure, and then you broke into millons pieces:'). You bring me euphoria and you make it turn to dysphoria
I feel like I don't know you anymore, I don't know who are you, you're different! It's so hard to me:(, I don't wanna face to face but we don't see eye to eye:(, I wanna see your secrifices just to make me happy like before, I wanna see your smile, I wanna see all crazy things you did to make me happy. I love the way yo are, I love the way you laugh.
You said "I still love you" more and more. But I don't care, I just leave you, and i'm so sorry for that:'(. Sometimes we don't realize what we have until we realize that isn't there anymore, that's over!
You never do anything wrong and I mess up all the time, example: I'm jelous with your ex-girl, you've try to explain that, you tell the truth, but all words you said, like I don't wanna hear or know what's your feeling, and like I really don't care. *It'sMyDamnStupid.
Ya I knew I have made a stupid decision to broke up just because a stupid reason, and so hard to knew that you agree with that, you make me so dissapointed! When I said like that, I really mean I need you to hug me, not to agree with my stupid decissions.
Do you wanna forget me? Oke please:), because I will do it too. Actually I can lie to you that I've fotget you, but I can't lie to my heart, no matter how hard I try. I know now I can't, but someday I WILL.
I can't say anything anymore, I just wanna say "Thankyouya:)"
Thanks a lot for teach me about world and love:), and now I feel like I'm not afraid to hurt bty someone else anymore:), I've strong because I've been weak and foolish, and it's because of you, so thanks for making me strong.
You have to know that I never hate you if you aren't love me anymore, but I hate my self beccause I still love you.
*Remember when you said that you will love me forever and try to be a good man untill your last breath? Haha so funny because now forever is over and you're still breathe-__-
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